Another message...

Got another message at my door, in the same fashion as the last one, this one said:

Decorate

Yes you can afford to Build.

It has been on my mind lately about re-designing the interior of my living space to create better flow of energy, so I guess its confirmation that the time is ripe! I take the last one to mean I can afford to have the time to re-do it.

I still have trouble attempting to maintain things that I know are of a temporal nature, it just seems in-efficient in a way. If somethings not eternal, then whats the point?

It's sort of the way I view my body too, like a walking corpse, marked to rot and decay - but I am changing my thinking slowly in that regard, cause its not really so much about the end result but the potential to perfect oneself through out the journey - the threat of death and decay is needed to make every moment more important.

My current way of thinking is that, the whole purpose of life is to perfect the personality to make it develop the qualities that will help sustain it and allow it to have eternal life. There are obviously certain qualities that the multi-verse supports in that way, so without developing those qualities how can one be supported eternally? The whole drama of life is nothing more then an opportunity to make those supported qualities more stronger then the un-supported qualities.

The un-supported qualities,  being those that are subject to death and decay and limited by time. If I identify with the qualities that are subject to death and decay and are non-sustaining, then I will also meet that fate.

So I must connect with the reservoir of good qualities, to develop in that way.

I'm beginning to see that the biggest trick anyone has ever fallen for on earth, is the idea that having a particular experience for the sake of experiencing it, is the whole point of living. The whole idea, that the point of life is to just have experiences, one experience after the next. Those that are hungry for experience, I experience as a gapping big black hole.... greedy for the sensations of experience.

And to top it off those who are most greedy for experiences, don't even know how to properly digest the experiences! They don't even let there be time for an experience to settle, they just want to jump right bang into a new experience. Nothing, no essence of anything, is extracted in this way, no wisdom is gained at all.

And then people rave on and on about people having more "life experience".... well so what! Life experience is only meaningful and useful if its actually been properly digested! There are not that many old people around who are shinning examples of this in this day and age!

That's probably why all the newagers turned to "children" as the saviours, with the whole Indigo/Crystal/Rainbow child thing... the old people who were supposed to be "wiser" etc, are instead just broken records run on repeat, a sign of the degraded times.

A child has less access to "personal baggage" as in this life they have had less experiences and hence, less weight of indigestion is apparent when they are young, and so they appear wiser then the older people, who are weighed down by years and years of improperly digested experience.